I realized that I had given you more thought than was appropriate. As I got ready, I tried to fall asleep while staring at my ceiling fan, and as I was alone in my room, I listened to music. I felt as though your name had encircled me, but I didn't mind. Daydreaming and making wishes on stars were not bothersome to me. We were in love.
I cared about you even though I knew we would just be another unfulfilled love story. I knew who I was.
You were a ray of sunshine in my universe even though I knew urging myself to quit wouldn't work or that I was hurting myself. a sun that served as the center of the universe. I wanted to remember you. I aimed for your attention.
You never knew me enough!
However, you were never aware of me, and the only thing that kept me going was the fantasy that you would someday notice me, that you would suddenly open your eyes and realize that I had fallen for you and that you felt the same way in return. Even though I was aware that this was just a fantasy, the thought simply served to deepen our relationship.
However, you were never aware of me, and the only thing that kept me going was the fantasy that you would someday notice me, that you would suddenly open your eyes and realize that I had fallen for you and that you felt the same way in return. Even though I was aware that this was just a fantasy, the thought simply served to deepen our relationship.
The utmost regression:
I regret spending so much time adoring you wildly, but I knew I was tumbling toward you like an avalanche with no end in sight. The only way this could all come to an end was with a crash, and even if they were braced for impact, it would hurt tremendously.
Because I was aware that I was in for a journey and that it was destined for me to fall in love and experience heartache, I lived vicariously through my hopes.
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